It Is Good To Be Alive

: The Crack Of Doom

Amongst the letters lying on my breakfast-table a few days after the

meeting was one addressed in an unfamiliar hand. The writing was bold,

and formed like a man's. There was a faint trace of a perfume about the

envelope which I remembered. I opened it first.



It was, as I expected, from Miss Brande. Her brother had gone to their

country place on the southern coast. She and her friend, Edith Metford,

were
oing that day. Their luggage was already at the station. Would I

send on what I required for a short visit, and meet them at eleven

o'clock on the bridge over the Serpentine? It was enough for me. I

packed a large portmanteau hastily, sent it to Charing Cross, and spent

the time at my disposal in the park, which was close to my hotel.



Although the invitation I had received gave me pleasure, I could not

altogether remove from my mind a vague sense of disquietude concerning

Herbert Brande and his Society. The advanced opinions I had heard, if

extreme, were not altogether alarming. But the mysterious way in which

Brande himself had spoken about the Society, and the still more

mysterious air which some of the members assumed when directly

questioned as to its object, suggested much. Might it not be a

revolutionary party engaged in a grave intrigue--a branch of some

foreign body whose purpose was so dangerous that ordinary disguises were

not considered sufficiently secure? Might they not have adopted the

jargon and pretended to the opinions of scientific faddists as a cloak

for designs more sinister and sincere? The experiment I witnessed might

be almost a miracle or merely a trick. Thinking it over thus, I could

come to no final opinion, and when I asked myself aloud, "What are you

afraid of?" I could not answer my own question. But I thought I would

defer joining the Society pending further information.



A few minutes before eleven, I walked towards the bridge over the

Serpentine. No ladies appeared to be on it. There were only a couple of

smartly dressed youths there, one smoking a cigarette. I sauntered about

until one of the lads, the one who was not smoking, looked up and

beckoned to me. I approached leisurely, for it struck me that the boy

would have shown better breeding if he had come toward me, considering

my seniority.



"I am sorry I did not notice you sooner. Why did you not come on when

you saw us?" the smallest and slimmest youth called to me.



"In the name of--Miss--Miss--" I stammered.



"Brande; you haven't forgotten my name, I hope," Natalie Brande said

coolly. "This is my friend, Edith Metford. Metford, this is Arthur

Marcel."



"How do you do, Marcel? I am glad to meet you; I have heard 'favourable

mention' of you from the Brandes," the second figure in knickerbockers

said pleasantly.



"How do you do, sir--madam--I mean--Miss--" I blundered, and then in

despair I asked Miss Brande, "Is this a tableau vivant? What is the

meaning of these disguises?" My embarrassment was so great that my

discourteous question may be pardoned.



"Our dress! Surely you have seen women rationally dressed before!" Miss

Brande answered complacently, while the other girl watched my

astonishment with evident amusement.



This second girl, Edith Metford, was a frank, handsome young woman, but

unlike the spirituelle beauty of Natalie Brande. She was perceptibly

taller than her friend, and of fuller figure. In consequence, she

looked, in my opinion, to even less advantage in her eccentric costume,

or rational dress, than did Miss Brande.



"Rationally dressed! Oh, yes. I know the divided skirt, but--"



Miss Metford interrupted me. "Do you call the divided skirt atrocity

rational dress?" she asked pointedly.



"Upon my honour I do not," I answered.



These girls were too advanced in their ideas of dress for me. Nor did I

feel at all at my ease during this conversation, which did not, however,

appear to embarrass them. I proposed hastily to get a cab, but they

demurred. It was such a lovely day, they preferred to walk, part of the

way at least. I pointed out that there might be drawbacks to this

amendment of my proposal.



"What drawbacks?" Miss Metford asked.



"For instance, isn't it probable we shall all be arrested by the

police?" I replied.



"Rubbish! We are not in Russia," both exclaimed.



"Which is lucky for you," I reflected, as we commenced what was to me a

most disagreeable walk. I got them into a cab sooner than they wished.

At the railway station I did not offer to procure their tickets. To do

so, I felt, would only give offence. Critical glances followed us as we

went to our carriage. Londoners are becoming accustomed to varieties, if

not vagaries, in ladies' costumes, but the dress of my friends was

evidently a little out of the common even for them. Miss Metford was

just turning the handle of a carriage door, when I interposed, saying,

"This is a smoking compartment."



"So I see. I am going to smoke--if you don't object?"



"I don't suppose it would make any difference if I did," I said, with

unconscious asperity, for indeed this excess of free manners was jarring

upon me. The line dividing it from vulgarity was becoming so thin I was

losing sight of the divisor. Yet no one, even the most fastidious,

could associate vulgarity with Natalie Brande. There remained an air of

unassumed sincerity about herself and all her actions, including even

her dress, which absolutely excluded her from hostile criticism. I could

not, however, extend that lenient judgment to Miss Metford. The girls

spoke and acted--as they had dressed themselves--very much alike. Only,

what seemed to me in the one a natural eccentricity, seemed in the other

an unnatural affectation.



I saw the guard passing, and, calling him over, gave him half-a-crown to

have the compartment labelled, "Engaged."



Miss Brande, who had been looking out of the window, absently asked my

reason for this precaution. I replied that I wanted the compartment

reserved for ourselves. I certainly did not want any staring and

otherwise offensive fellow-passengers.



"We don't want all the seats," she persisted.



"No," I admitted. "We don't want the extra seats. But I thought you

might like the privacy."



"The desire for privacy is an archaic emotion," Miss Metford remarked

sententiously, as she struck a match.



"Besides, it is so selfish. We may be crowding others," Miss Brande said

quietly.



I was glad she did not smoke.



"I don't want that now," I said to a porter who was hurrying up with a

label. To the girls I remarked a little snappishly, "Of course you are

quite right. You must excuse my ignorance."



"No, it is not ignorance," Miss Brande demurred. "You have been away so

much. You have hardly been in England, you told me, for years, and--"



"And progress has been marching in my absence," I interrupted.



"So it seems," Miss Metford remarked so significantly that I really

could not help retorting with as much emphasis, compatible with

politeness, as I could command:



"You see I am therefore unable to appreciate the New Woman, of whom I

have heard so much since I came home."



"The conventional New Woman is a grandmotherly old fossil," Miss Metford

said quietly.



This disposed of me. I leant back in my seat, and was rigidly silent.



Miles of green fields stippled with daisies and bordered with long

lines of white and red hawthorn hedges flew past. The smell of new-mown

hay filled the carriage with its sweet perfume, redolent of old

associations. My long absence dwindled to a short holiday. The world's

wide highways were far off. I was back in the English fields. My slight

annoyance passed away. I fell into a pleasant day-dream, which was

broken by a soft voice, every undulation of which I already knew by

heart.



"I am afraid you think us very advanced," it murmured.



"Very," I agreed, "but I look to you to bring even me up to date."



"Oh, yes, we mean to do that, but we must proceed very gradually."



"You have made an excellent start," I put in.



"Otherwise you would only be shocked."



"It is quite possible." I said this with so much conviction that the two

burst out laughing at me. I could not think of anything more to add, and

I felt relieved when, with a warning shriek, the train dashed into a

tunnel. By the time we had emerged again into the sunlight and the

solitude of the open landscape I had ready an impromptu which I had

been working at in the darkness. I looked straight at Miss Metford and

said:



"After all, it is very pleasant to travel with girls like you."



"Thank you!"



"You did not show any hysterical fear of my kissing you in the tunnel."



"Why the deuce would you do that?" Miss Metford replied with great

composure, as she blew a smoke ring.



When we reached our destination I braced myself for another disagreeable

minute or two. For if the great Londoners thought us quaint, surely the

little country station idlers would swear we were demented. We crossed

the platform so quickly that the wonderment we created soon passed. Our

luggage was looked after by a servant, to whose care I confided it with

a very brief description. The loss of an item of it did not seem to me

of as much importance as our own immediate departure.



Brande met us at his hall door. His house was a pleasant one, covered

with flowering creeping plants, and surrounded by miniature forests. In

front there was a lake four hundred yards in width. Close-shaven lawns

bordered it. They were artificial products, no doubt, but they were

artificial successes--undulating, earth-scented, fresh rolled every

morning. Here there was an isolated shrub, there a thick bank of

rhododendrons. And the buds, bursting into floral carnival, promised

fine contrasts when their full splendour was come. The lake wavelets

tinkled musically on a pebbly beach.



Our host could not entertain us in person. He was busy. The plea was

evidently sincere, notwithstanding that the business of a country

gentleman--which he now seemed to be--is something less exacting than

busy people's leisure. After a short rest, and an admirably-served

lunch, we were dismissed to the woods for our better amusement.



Thereafter followed for me a strangely peaceful, idyllic day--all save

its ending. Looking back on it, I know that the sun which set that

evening went down on the last of my happiness. But it all seems trivial

now.



My companions were accomplished botanists, and here, for the first time,

I found myself on common ground with both. We discussed every familiar

wild flower as eagerly as if we had been professed field naturalists. In

walking or climbing my assistance was neither requisitioned nor

required. I did not offer, therefore, what must have been unwelcome when

it was superfluous.



We rested at last under the shade of a big beech, for the afternoon sun

was rather oppressive. It was a pleasant spot to while away an hour. A

purling brook went babbling by, singing to itself as it journeyed to the

sea. Insects droned about in busy flight. There was a perfume of

honeysuckle wafted to us on the summer wind, which stirred the

beech-tree and rustled its young leaves lazily, so that the sunlight

peeped through the green lattice-work and shone on the faces of these

two handsome girls, stretched in graceful postures on the cool sward

below--their white teeth sparkling in its brilliance, while their soft

laughter made music for me. In the fulness of my heart, I said aloud:



"It is a good thing to be alive."



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