Decision
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EXTRAS
Monday, 16 March 2572
Shannon had sent Blackfeather home to get ready for her trip, and was
distracting himself from her loss by studying. He hadn't wasted his
time in Odeon's mind; besides teaching the priest how to remove the
compulsions he'd put Sara under--and, more pleasantly, just how much
agony a human could be subjected to with the proper support--he had
extracted considerable information.
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Most of it was useless, though some was mildly interesting; it was
Cortin's fears that intrigued him. She was primarily afraid of the
confrontation--decision point, actually, which concerned him as well,
though for different reasons--but there was fear for her people, for
the Church, and of what he would do about the Families.
Shayan sighed, feeling all too human in his frustration. He had
enjoyed Odeon's pain, no question about that, but the tempering did
mean the confrontation both he and Cortin dreaded was less than half a
year away.
Which meant he had his own choice to make, right now. Just how badly
did he want to live?
There was no guarantee he would, of course, even if Odeon made the
correct choice; there was no guarantee any life at all in this universe
would survive the invasion that was to come. It had been easy enough,
four centuries ago, to promise cooperation--but he'd had private
reservations, cooperating on the surface while continuing to pursue his
own goals and pleasures.
Now, though, with the decision point so close and the invasion to
follow shortly afterward, that no longer seemed adequate. To improve
his odds, he'd have to go further. As much as the idea galled him,
he'd have to put aside his own agenda until things returned to normal
after the invasion--if they did--and cooperate to the best of his
ability.
That would be tremendously difficult. Even his grudged cooperation
hadn't been easy . . . He took a deep breath, sighed again. Life was
more important than the pride that had been his downfall; he'd do what
was necessary to preserve that life now, and worry about pride later.
If Odeon made the correct decision and the invasion resulted in war
rather than simple massacre, faith and worship would be far more
important weapons than ships and disruptors; he'd have to begin
actively promoting both, even though he didn't share either.
He took time to grimace at that repulsive thought, then he settled down
to work with the information he'd gotten from Odeon. What should
his--and the Church's--official position be? Positions, rather, with
this Communion of Promise Cortin had instituted at Odeon's urging.
That, unlike the Sealing he couldn't officially know about, was both
public and taking place in church, though not--quite--as part of the
Mass.
He would be expected to condemn both that and the Families, as Cortin
anticipated--but should he? It was a delicate question, since his
first priority had to be doing what little more he could to prepare
Odeon for his critical choice, working through and around Cortin while
awaiting the Protector-to-be's arrival. Then came the propagation of
faith and worship.
He smiled slowly. He might be able to derive some amusement, if not
pleasure, from this full cooperation after all, if he did it properly.
He'd never been accused of moderation, for excellent reason, and saw no
reason to change that particular aspect of himself.
Back Cortin and her team--now become a Family--to the hilt, then. That
would serve both his modified purposes, with the side benefit of
confusing the Sealed ones, who knew his identity, no end. Since the
only thing he could know about by normal means right now was the
Communion of Promise, and he wanted to make the greatest impact he
could on the Sealed ones, he'd simply announce he was studying the
prophecies and would issue a decision later; conditionally, he'd allow
them to continue.
As for the Families and Strike Force, he could undoubtedly trust Sara
to publicize them as soon as she was permitted to, probably after the
convent raid. That would be good timing, since the raid's aftermath
would provide Odeon and, incidentally, Cortin, the last of his
pre-decision lessons. He'd contact them after Sara's stories were
published, invite the Protector's Herald and acting Protector to
concelebrate Mass--though since he was now helping her, perhaps he
shouldn't mention the Protector role. Nor would he have to be
concerned about her powers any longer, since her truthsense would
assure her he was no longer--for now, at any rate--a threat.
And what about the Brotherhood? It had served him well, his doubles
and Victor in particular, increasing the population of his realm quite
nicely. That, however, was no longer his objective--worked against the
faith-and-worship weapon system, in fact. He'd have to order it
disbanded, urge the members to repent their sins and return to the
Church and sacraments. They'd still have to pay the worldly penalty
for their crimes, but as long as they ended up in Purgatory rather than
Hell, they could still contribute. Again, not until after the convent
raid, and he'd have to work through one of his doubles.
Unfortunately, he'd also have to change his plans for the Imperials
once that crucial contact was made. It would have been pleasant to
torment them, make them special targets--but that would be
counterproductive.
Ah, well, life over pride, he reminded himself. And he'd wasted enough
time; he had an audience to conduct, then he should see what he could
do about special devotions that large numbers of people would find
attractive.
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