Tattoo

: EXTRAS

To Keith's amusement, the artist did his work after using a topical

anesthetic, saying it was to prevent a flinch from spoiling the design.

Remaining still and with no more than minor sensations of pressure on

his face, though, seemed to be making him more receptive to what had to

be his thakur--the things he was feeling certainly couldn't have had

their origin in a properly-raised warrior!



For one
thing, the idea of the Family's sexual activity no longer

bothered him, even with the certainty that it would include man-loving.

His thakur's approval and enjoyment of watching such things meant he

should as well, and he seemed to be making the adjustment. He might

not be able to take part himself just yet, though the men on his

thakur's team were beginning to seem more desirable . . . It was

generous of the gods, he thought, to make even such a drastic change to

his thakur's values and standards so easy for him.



Eventually the artist was finished, and handed Keith a mirror. "What

do you think?"



Keith studied his cheek for a moment, then nodded. "Your skill is

worthy of my thakur. I thank you."



"You're quite welcome." The artist turned, bowed to Cortin. "By Your

Excellency's leave?"



"Granted; Lieutenant Degas will take you to your home or your studio,

as you prefer." She turned to Degas. "Tony, give him his fee--plus a

bonus for the house call and inconvenience. Double should be about

right."



"I'd say so," Degas agreed. "Maybe a little extra since Keith's happy

with it?"



Cortin grinned. "Triple, then. And get back as soon as you can."



"Yes, ma'am." Degas returned the grin, then escorted the artist out of

the common-room.



As soon as they were gone, Keith got his first experience of Family

informality; within minutes, he was the only one in the room with

clothes on, and he seemed to sense his thakur's desire that he also be

nude. That wasn't what she said when she smiled at him, though. "If

you'd rather not join us, Keith, we'll all understand; you're free to

do what you wish. I don't want you to be uncomfortable."



"I'm not, Thakur." To his gratified surprise, that was true; his only

discomfort was being dressed when she wasn't, and that was easy enough

to correct. When he did so, he could feel her approval--and her

arousal, as she looked at his genitals. "Thakur . . ."



Cortin smiled at him. "Take it easy, Keith. You're a beautiful man,

and I'd like to have sex with you--but I don't want to get you in just

because you feel obligated from having sworn to me. Is that clear?"



"Perfectly, Thakur." Keith smiled. She seemed to be projecting the

idea that sex in any consenting form was good, but she also didn't want

him doing anything he considered wrong. That was simple, since by

definition nothing she wanted of him could be wrong for him, and her

words confirmed what he seemed to be feeling from her. "Now?"



"We have a family religious ceremony first. I know you're not a

Catholic, and this is an extension of the Catholicism practiced

elsewhere, so if you'd rather not attend, I don't want you to. The

choice is entirely yours."



"I appreciate that, Thakur. I don't think I'd be comfortable

participating, at least not yet; may I simply watch?"



"Of course. If it makes you uncomfortable, and you want to leave, go

ahead."



"I will, Thakur, but I don't expect to."



Cortin smiled. "Somehow I don't expect you to, either. Right now I'm

the object of that ceremony, as acting Protector, but I've been

promised the true one will appear soon, so don't be upset when someone

else takes over. I sure won't be; I'm looking forward to it." She

grimaced. "I don't mind being the Herald, but I have to admit I don't

like being Protector. It's more of a burden that I feel capable of

carrying, even as long as I have."



Keith knelt, looking up at her. "If it is a burden I may free you of,

Thakur, I would do so gladly."



Cortin studied him for a moment. If she'd known this might happen, she

wouldn't have accepted his fealty--while she wasn't fond of being

Protector, she wasn't fond of passing the burden along to anyone else,

either.



Keith was fully aware of her thought this time, and he smiled up at

her. Freeing his chosen lady of an unwanted burden would be a joy, not

an imposition! "You wouldn't be, Thakur--as Ranger Medart said, in

accepting my oath you made me your other self. Let this part take over

and rejoice in what that one finds intolerable."



"Oh, dear God." Cortin felt a sudden surge of power, her hands going

to his head on what felt like their own accord. "You better mean that,

because it's happening."



"I mean it with all my heart, Thakur."



Odeon watched as the two began to glow, and went slowly to his knees.

So Keith was the permanent Protector! That would be a relief for

Joanie, but the Sandeman's apotheosis meant the confrontation--what

Shayan called the decision point--was imminent, and that frightened

him. It meant the war or massacre she had to make some decision about

was also imminent, and with Shayan afraid enough of that to promote

devotions to his Adversary and His saints . . .



He was never sure how long the apotheosis took, but when it ended,

there was no doubt of either Joanie's relief or Keith's new power.

What was going to happen now?



Keith rose, turning and smiling at him. "You please me, Michael, but

there is much you must learn yet. It might be wise for you to visit

Ranger Medart, this evening; I will conduct my own service."



"As you wish, Lord." Odeon rose and bowed, then left the common-room,

grabbing a robe on the way out.





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